chinese new year?
Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 12:17 AM
chinese new year.
a time for celebrations..
n family gatherings.
reunion dinners..
ang pao..
meeting ur distant relatives that u only usually see this period of time.
and for each chinese new year..
it always begins at the reunion dinner
on new years eve.
n thus new year comes there after..
so..
if u don't have a reunion dinner..
does chinese new year come?
if u don't celebrate it with ur family..
does chinese new year come?
well..
my answers will be answered this sunday..
new year's eve.
being boycotted..
sometimes adults are more childish then us teenagers.
pride n ego consumes all man..
despite their age.
went to visit my grandmom's grave in e morning.
this will also be e 1st new year which
we will celebrate without her..
i forsee a heavy cloud of emotions approaching.
including for myself.
this new year..
has no meaning at all to me now..
e excitement of staying over my grand parents place..
with my couz...
crapping n playing e night away
to getting ready wad cloths i wanna get n plan
wad to wear..
how to style my hair..
all those stuff..
this year..
i'm actually doing last min shopping..
so half past ten.
i guess it'll be wishful thinking to say..
'oh how i wish everything will go back to normal'
i just wonder..
how many more chinese new years will be like this.
heh...
maybe i might actually get used to this.
oh..
2days performance was freaking awkward.
its like..
e audience..are all..wth?
we perform finish..
no applause...
ending pose..
no applause..
we bow..
still nothing.
we had to wait for e mc to go..
ZINGO EVERYBODY!~
den they clapped.
wth..
so totally anti-climax.
TCS is fun!!
i..
want..
to..
talk..
to..
her.....