to design my own future.
Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 11:44 PM
O lvls results 2day.
1 year has passed by so fast..
it seemed not long ago
i was in my cchy uniform..
in e hall..
anxious to collect my results..
mr koh ar..
tsk..
i only can wish u luck into getting into RP now.
n i hope u enjoy ur course with no regrets..
like how i have..
i still cant get my ambition straight on..
a frequently asked qn..
what do u wanna be when u grow up?
up till now...
i still have no freaking idea..
i wanted to be a vet when i was young..
but i hate science..
n i cant bear to cut a animal open.
then i wanted to be a accountant
to take over my dad's company...
look where my results brought me..
then i thought of lawyer..
cus i talk cock sing song..
nahx...gotta be realistic.
then i started enjoying design n art..
nt really started..
started a long time ago..
it just sparked recently..
but then i ask myself..
do i really want it?
is it my typical 'want' and not a 'need'
creative media design has been tempting me
for e past 2-3 years..
but do i really wanna do it?
but 1 thing is for sure..
i sure don't want chem eng for my future..
thats a damn certain fact..
this is just one of my many
stupid decisions in life i made so far..
so i fear...
will i be making my next?
or instead creating it..
but i think..
while i decide on how my life is going to go about..
i wish to do sth i enjoy..
n sth i'm interested in..
so i enjoy life..
n find meaning to it in e process..
instead of tormenting myself
with sth i hate n go no where..
this is my biggest design project ever.
OH YA I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN :)
i won't chicken out..
or else koh yong han has a reason to whack me.
i'm gonna remove this lock
n open a new me.