She crossed over e line too many times
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 @ 7:01 PM
well..things aint looking very good now..
i'm losing my tempter ever so often now..
i can't stand anything now..
life is such a irritating fact..
anyway..
just a little sth of what happened?
who e fuck will rub in ur face e reason tat u broke up?
which asshole in e right mind woud do that?
well if that asshole aint ur fren but ur enemy..
its still understandable.
but..
from ur own freaking mom..
which parent does that?
went to sch n shared my probs..
i can tell that all my frens mom aint this fucked up
they console em
give em comfort
while i gt a bitch who rubs it in my face..
ya some of u might be thinking i'm too much to call my mom a bitch
well...try being in my shoes..
n get that out of ur system.
she dosent noe who i am..
i've been keeping my private life from her as low as possible..
why?
cus she always has to interfier.
ya...ppl will say its out of love..
fine...let her noe..
e prob is...
she always screws it up..
from a young age...up to now..
when i feel terrible..
when i feel in e dumps..
i just wanna go home n relax..
she always has to add fucking salt into e wounds..
its out of concern..true...
but she is a fucking retard at trying to make u feel better..
so cheers to e understanding mom i have..
ya..all my friends say shes a really nice person..
duhx....u aint her child..
so don't judge me by my hatred towards her..
i can't stand it no more..
thx yonghan for being there when i needed someone
n thx fer letting me crash at ur place..
really appreciate it..
i don't seem to have anyone else to turn to anymore..
esp not family..
i lack that in my life..
thx to my friends in sch too...
i guess i've made u guys worried too...
thx fer e concern..
i've been thinking..
2 can play e same game of pretend n be happy..
well screw that idea in my opinion..
even right now...
i aint sad no more..
i'm freaking furious of everything..
right now its just a time bomb..
n i'm so gonna blow soon..
just 1 spark will do..
i have no idea wth i might do..
a mental breakown is in e process..
i guess me wanting to study for my term test
is all going e drain..
well...i did hold 1 part of e bargain..
i aint playing wow..
thinking of wad to do to get out of e hse now...cya..
i've found a new fish