the heart, hurts
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 3:46 AM
heya people
its 3.48..
n i cant sleep.
kept telling myself i wanna go to bed at 2.
but i just srsly cant sleep.
maybe blogging is gonna do the trick.
my back is aching to e max.
its fucking sore n painful.
i don't know if its sth i did in drum
or my sleeping posture was wrong last night
the point is.
it hurts..
n i cant do much about it cept sit still..
been playing with the garageband application
on my macbook.
trying to compose my drum composition
but my tracks just dun bloody fit..
my tempo for each section don't compliment to each other
thus sounds of utter rubish n torture
i cant keep my tempo constant
its a bloody huge wake up call..
YES wow has been finally installed onto my laptop
along with all my addons n stuffz
EF attempt on yogg25 was soooo dissapointing..
we had a whipe-fest for like 3 hours
and on our final attempt b4 we call it a day
we whiped to the enrage timer of 10mins
with yogg at 1% health.
totally wtf..
some peeps had to go
so we called it
anyways..
we'll get him week for sure!
with the heart
we feel
joy
excitement
pleasure
hope
all thru the heartwarming effects
that puts our mind at ease.
our soul at ease
it releases the tension of our body
the warmth to strengthen the mind.
but it too..brings
pain
hatred
suffering
regret
jelousy
the sharp pain that tells us we are human
the spark of pain
the wake up call
the pain that reminds us of what has happened
of what might happen
the fear to avoid all possibility
the pain that scars
--
but scars can be hidden
with a smile
with a joke
with a lifestyle
but beneathe all that
the pain resides
growing
crying out
until the very limit till the blood gushes out
reopening the scar
the agony
but it is with this pain
it makes us stronger
it makes us human
it makes us
love
cheers to them
jeers to me
isin't it ironic?
to think its over.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 2:34 AM
heya people..
not blogged awhile cus..
well usual ans..
LAZY
either playing wow till 2 in the morning n surf the net lazily
or just no blardy mood to blog cus i'm camping
at home everyday n theres nth interesting to blog.
well i went to the IT faire 2day and got my Macbook :D
finallyyyy.....
well...its mainly fer school upcoming n stuff
but yea...aint gonna stop me
from putting wow on it
theres alot of stuff for me to learn now..
since i'm a freaking nerd at mac..
well...theres a start to everything.
all the times i said i dun care
fuck that..
its starting to piss me off again..
shit.
Serim is 34.5k HP unbuffed..
i dun die easily
if i die.
healers suck
Serim with buff at 41k hp does not die to a
23k+4k over kill melee strike
boooo
to find the wind
'Heart'
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 3:20 AM
Different
we all are
some want to be doctors,lawyers,teachers,bussinessmans.
some want to be musicians,artists,atheletes,actors
all for their own individual idealisation.
Difference, makes us who we are
it makes us unique
it gives us strength and weaknesses
but what bonds us all together despite these differences?
its the 'Heart'
the endless beat that keeps us moving
the beat that makes us strong
the beat that alters as we feel
with joy
love
fear
excitement
the tempo of life
our song
your individual song
i've found my theme
now lets finish this