the heart, hurts
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 3:46 AM
heya people
its 3.48..
n i cant sleep.
kept telling myself i wanna go to bed at 2.
but i just srsly cant sleep.
maybe blogging is gonna do the trick.
my back is aching to e max.
its fucking sore n painful.
i don't know if its sth i did in drum
or my sleeping posture was wrong last night
the point is.
it hurts..
n i cant do much about it cept sit still..
been playing with the garageband application
on my macbook.
trying to compose my drum composition
but my tracks just dun bloody fit..
my tempo for each section don't compliment to each other
thus sounds of utter rubish n torture
i cant keep my tempo constant
its a bloody huge wake up call..
YES wow has been finally installed onto my laptop
along with all my addons n stuffz
EF attempt on yogg25 was soooo dissapointing..
we had a whipe-fest for like 3 hours
and on our final attempt b4 we call it a day
we whiped to the enrage timer of 10mins
with yogg at 1% health.
totally wtf..
some peeps had to go
so we called it
anyways..
we'll get him week for sure!
with the heart
we feel
joy
excitement
pleasure
hope
all thru the heartwarming effects
that puts our mind at ease.
our soul at ease
it releases the tension of our body
the warmth to strengthen the mind.
but it too..brings
pain
hatred
suffering
regret
jelousy
the sharp pain that tells us we are human
the spark of pain
the wake up call
the pain that reminds us of what has happened
of what might happen
the fear to avoid all possibility
the pain that scars
--
but scars can be hidden
with a smile
with a joke
with a lifestyle
but beneathe all that
the pain resides
growing
crying out
until the very limit till the blood gushes out
reopening the scar
the agony
but it is with this pain
it makes us stronger
it makes us human
it makes us
love
cheers to them
jeers to me
isin't it ironic?