Withered like a flower
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 9:10 PM
As a flower dies..
1st it dries up..
all strength gone..
colours faded..
and 1 by 1...its leafs falls..
everything is falling apart i guess?
or am i thinkin too much?
for some reason...
recently..
i cant watch my own back..
cant help thinking sth is wrong somewhere...
lies around me..
dissapointment...
cliques dispersing..
or am i e 1 dispersing?
can't be bothered with school anymore..
can't be bothered to go out..
can't be bothered to do anything at all..
did i do so much wrong that everyone is like this?
everyone seems to be keeping sth from me..
beating around e bush..
hiding stuff..
n its rather irritating..
n i just wanna quit..
but i won't...
i duno why..
even after getting my x1..
for some reason..
i'm still nt feeling all that high...
at e very edge of qutting n letting go of everything
A actor is a very selfless person.