a death to cruel.
Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 11:00 PM
i've realised that i love animals more then humans.
death has been around me lately...
so many relatives are gone.
last year 2 uncles
this year my grandma
today. my chinchilla.
and for the so many funerals i've been to..
i've only cried at my grandmas'.
but for every pet i had...i cried for all...
why?
maybe the reason for this is.
humans complain too much..
we are spoilt creatures who just complain too much.
either that or we are too smart..
and we know wads coming..
we noe hw sick we are...
n we noe when our time is up.
but for animals..
they cant complain..
u just don't noe..
u don't noe hw much hell they are going through..
maybe thats y..
whenever my pet dies..
i think of wad they were going through..
wad kinda pain they were going through..
as for pets..
they just go..
sometimes u don't even noe..
i'm sure all of u should get wad i'm trying to get across..
pets go through sickness n wad so ever stress without u noe-ing sometimes.
thats e scary part..
cus u just don't noe..
u just don't noe.
my chinchilla
ying ying.
i've had her for about 10 years already.
this post is in memory of her.
she n another chinchilla..zai zai
were gifts from my uncle.
they were very cute tgt..
they were still young.
i used to watch them roll around in their bathing powder.
a few years after recieving them.
they had a baby..
capu.
he too suffered a pets worst death...
being sick without e owner knowing.
he died around the age of 3.
i'll never forget.
ying n zai then lived tgt with their son gone.
although animals..
u can actually tell they were sad.
and not long ago....early this year...
zai zai passed as well..
but his was peaceful..
out of old age..
but still very sad..
as ying ying was now all alone.
she stopped eating well..
kept ignoring us..
n keep sitting in e corner...
stoning..
it was heartbreaking just to look at her..
and today..
she too suffered e pets worst death..
she had stomach infection..
n her intestines were coming out of her womb..
rushed her to e vet..
but it was too late...
we had to put her to sleep..
the worst this is i dun even have a picture of her..
i have nothing to keep memory of her...
to die alone...
in a terrible way of sickness..
and not even have a picture of in memory..
thats e worst way to die..
its more cruel than a humans.
i'm only glad she is gone..
and everything is over for her..