isolation's defects.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 10:36 PM
life is not turning out well..
deep down there is always sth eating me up inside..
what happened to e fuck care attitude i had?
turning so blood emotional over small stuff..
cant control my emotions any more..
zack siew:"ziming ar...u have to find ur problem n solve it!
i dun wanna noe wads ur problem.just fix it."
whats my problem?
breaking down with world of warcraft?
or is world of warcraft my source of subsiding e pain.
if i remove wow..
den i get emo..
i'll just slack at home..
lie in bed..watch tv.
blast tunes into my skull.
i want n need to move on from what happened in '08.
to pick myself up.
get back into e game.
n go get it.
emotions mixed.
confused.
insecure.
afraid.
unsure.
i took a personallity test today.
in e past i was a 70-80% extrovert.
now..
its 63% introvert.
even i was shocked of my results.
my personallity...
everything..
is crumbling like a cookie.
i look forward to play wow.
i look forward to RP friday jamming sessions.
i look forward to composing my own drum piece.
i look forward to a action packed piece.
i look forward to practice drunken fists.
i look forward to more performances.
i look forward to letting my emotions go on e drums.
but.
i'm only looking forward to go for my theatre studies.
be it desperation
be it a crush
be it love
be it attraction
she has gain full attention from me.