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selfish? selfless?
Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 2:04 AM

hey peeps.
OC2 paper..
chui..
out of 100
i give myself at most 20 marks.
dun wanna talk bout it.
booo.

well ya..duhx i played wow.
i need a girlfriend to get my mind of it :)
unless she plays wow too..
thats a whole diff story.
that would be HOT!
LOL.
Serim cleared Naxx10 at 9.30pm
with 3 drops
and 2nd in dps ranking :)
i left a guild..
with friends..
really good friends..
so that i can raid more..
wth.
yea thats fcuked up.
i feel that way till now.
but.
lets talk bout e bigger picture.
not in-game.
just so that i can achieve something better..
something greater
i leave behind those who helped me get to where i am.
if i did this in-game.
that makes it no different from who i am does it?
so what i'm thinking now is...
i dun want this shit to happen.
n i dun wan ppl leaving me..
or this group.
for wadeva reasons.
like how xoras left due to conflicts.
that sucks..
that fucking sucks.
i so hate it if that happens.
take a chill pill..
hit a drum..
punch some random guy in e face..
punch e wall till ur fist swells.
or even bleed.
scream ur heart out.
or drown urself in a mmorpg
n forget bout all e troubles around u.
now i know y i'm addicted to world of warcraft.
alot of screwed stuff happening to me...
i soooo very much prefer that world than in real life.
bahx..
if only i had spells and the ability to summons ghouls
and OBLITERATE BOOM!
11k dmg u're dead.
ok anyways..
i dun wanna leave..
i dun wan anyone to leave..
its a naive wish.
but i'm sticking to it.


i'm loosing my grip.
cus its a 1 way conversation.