wake up.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
the rejection n depression got e best of me last night.
this must not affect my life.
i gotta keep moving.
'u gotta be a fighter and fight for wad u want'
'go for it la'
'u gotta step out of ur box!'
'she won't open up to u if u don't open up to her'
'use ur charm like how u always make me laugh.'
'be yourself.'
'its whether u want to or not...'
'u gotta change ur attitude towards life'
'if u fail,get back up and go again dun just lay there.'
words from impt ppl around me.
guiding me.
helping me.
and its down right clear wads my weakness.
1. when i fall. i dare not climb back up
2. i'm antisocial and need to open up abit more.
these are e factors that are killing me right now.
yes.
i rushed too fast
and expected too much.
i was asking for it to approached her this way.
i was too concerend bout valentines day
and e last week of sch.
i thought.
this was now or never.
if i get rejected..
i dun gotta face her anymore.
but i got rejected.
but e thing is..
i dun wanna let go just cus i got rejected for v.day.
i wanted to put it under e bridge..
if i get rejected.
den forget it..
but i cant.
i just cant..
i aint stopping here..
i'm gonna fight for wad i want.
unless she has a boyfriend already,
i won't go on.
i ain't those fuckers who snatches.
but until i get that information confirmed..
i'm going on.
but a break for now..
exams are coming.
i dun wanna interfier with her.
this is so not a crush.
i know wad i did wrong.
i'm gonna get that fixed.
u're gonna see travis the crazy bastard..
not travis the dao guy in the corner..
u'll see :)