coffee break.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 3:19 AM
millions of stuff fucking my head up..
i cant even play wow n have fun..
i wont say emo..
its just
flashes of thoughts that haunt me from
e night b4.
dreams.
nightmares.
songs.
images.
keep flashing like some cocked up horror movie.
and its all black n white kinda shitty stuff..
last night..
i had dreams.
nightmares? of flashes of e past
and/or future?
or is it a good thing?
but i refuse to acknowledge it.
but as often as my stm is.
i usually forget my dreams..
but e damn thing haunted it me 3 times last night
all in different scenarios.
n do not wish to elaborate about wad it was.
but i feel its not right.
n i dun wish for it to happen.
its a vow i made to myself not to happen.
for both parties sake..
i will find a new light.
n keep the flame of life burning.
that is n will be
my new year resolution.
n i have yet to break it.
nor will i..
light give me strength!
nth to talk about wow.
gelare tmr
with tony n hopefully rh or marc..~~
i need more outings to get my
'wild animal' free.
roar...
its scary how i feel i'm so close to u.
yet so far away.
yet someone else.
yet u.......
craziness..
kicking in..
what now?