the story must go on.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 9:21 PM
i ain't a very friendly guy..
i only act like a very friendly guy..
well thats wad i hear though..
i can only act..
no wonder i enjoy drama so much..
i get to hide myself..
e real me is a shy guy..
who dosent talk to anyone in class..
it takes only great friends to get me out..
or a whole lot of time b4 tat happens..
well....i'm sure my fellow drama classmates are feeling that way..
cus tats hw i feel bout myself.
i have no aim i guess..
i just like to have fun..
but duhx..i can't stay young n play forever..
hw nice that would be though..
gonna fail big time in this term..
i just can't focus..
off my com etc..
take my books out...
n stare...
slap myself n force myself...
n stare...
n tahdah...
i studied 2 chapters by flipping e pages.
am i emo?
i have no clue..
i don't noe y i feel i have no friends while i have loads of em..
i still feel...
hw do u say..
alone?
wtf am i looking for?
i seemed to have lost my clique..
damn poly life..
secondary sch is where e real fun is..
i rather keep short hair n wear uniform n white shoes again
just 1 more time...
do i go fishing again?
love that went wrong.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 11:56 PM
roses are red,
violets are blue.
n this kinda stuff i do not do.
i aint a mushy guy.
i dun buy flowers,
i simply don't do these stuff..
well i did..
in sec 3.
but well..
my view of a relationship is..
all on faith n trust.
i believe that even if u dun see e person everyday
speak to tat person
the connection is still there.
i dun believe in meeting everyday.
i dun believe in buying stuff to make
all kinda surprises..
i dun believe in warm sunsets
or picnics in e park
i dun believe in giving a kiss everyday.
i guess when it comes to love..
i'm a hillbilly..
simple..
n stupid bout everything around..
e media has changed e prospective of everyones view of 'love'
movies..tv shows.
everything is so mushy..
everything turns out right...
even wrong..
some miracle will happen..
if a director were to use my views on love in a show
it'll go broke..like duhx..
all these kinda stuff has made everyone to sterotypical
ppl just can't keep comments to themselves too..
including myself..woopee do~
ppl can't feel comfortable in their own skin
example of this.
saying hi to ur love 1 when u see em in sch.
wads wrong with nt wanting to say hello?
wads wrong with being shy.
well thats just 1 example.
there are many more like gangsters,racism, n gays
my point is..
love is not what is seen on e silver screen
u can't picture hw much happy u gonna be with e person
each couple has a own movie..
its just how e director n producer plays it out.
cus every relationship,
like everyone
is different.
so stop comparing mine with ur stupid movies n drama series
btw ur pic was my wallpaper e day i got my phone.
even now.
the wonderful tale of me.
Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 11:55 PM
my life..a beautiful get away..
get away from ur freedom n come over here!
there is a wonderful pool by e side n e sun is shining brightly.
there is a wonderful pool by e side n e sun is shining brightly.
with a good view of e beach n a 5min drive to town.
be amazed with e excellent service we provide.
no, we don't accept cridit cards nor nets
just ur happiness in life will do. =)
fuck it....lets face it...
it sucks to be with me.
i'm only all jokes..
ain't serious for nuts
n if i'm serious..
it gets over my head
n evetually be a control freak..
otherwise,
i just can't be bothered n stubborn
i take things for granted,
i'm spolt,
i have a short temper..
i get carried away with jokes..
i neglect my friends feelings..
no wonder i'm loosing them.
i sit at home everyday n play games
i don't do my homework
i sleep in all lectures..
i talk in class..
i play in class..
i skip classes..
i copy in tests..
i copy homework..
my lab experiments all anyhow do..
ans wrong...copy again..
wtf am i doing?
i noe..
being a failure in life..
i can't do wads right for nuts
i'm just e negative spawn of mother nature herself
just a fun experiment so that she n e other mothers of nature
have some funny joke topic to talk about while having tea time tgt.
i dun need u to give up on me...
i have given up on myself..
i dun wanna study..
tats it...serious..
i totally mean it..
am i neglecting my studies just to get out of it?
it seems to be e way..
screw chem eng..
i wanna do sth i like..
(see i'm doing it again...being spoilt)
e grass is greener on e other side...
well.....myside dun even have any damn grass...so dun bother..
all weeds n cow crap all over..
with flies n worms crawling everywhere..
cheers to my cool n exciting life!
btw....u tried to hold on?
ya..cool..
well i dun care if i sound like a bastard..
but 2day..friday..i already had planned sth after sch..
after i saw u give my bag back..
i knew straight..
cheers to u..
cheers to myself..
for such wonderful timing.
wait a minute..
sry..u broke ur glass cup in e morn..
too bad.
hw to cope with sadness in life??
convert it into anger.
Withered like a flower
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 9:10 PM
As a flower dies..
1st it dries up..
all strength gone..
colours faded..
and 1 by 1...its leafs falls..
everything is falling apart i guess?
or am i thinkin too much?
for some reason...
recently..
i cant watch my own back..
cant help thinking sth is wrong somewhere...
lies around me..
dissapointment...
cliques dispersing..
or am i e 1 dispersing?
can't be bothered with school anymore..
can't be bothered to go out..
can't be bothered to do anything at all..
did i do so much wrong that everyone is like this?
everyone seems to be keeping sth from me..
beating around e bush..
hiding stuff..
n its rather irritating..
n i just wanna quit..
but i won't...
i duno why..
even after getting my x1..
for some reason..
i'm still nt feeling all that high...
at e very edge of qutting n letting go of everything
A actor is a very selfless person.