A paragraph of my life..
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 8:56 PM
well...today NO SCH =DDD
cus tuesday is our 'lab' day..
n e 1st week of sch gt no lab....
so like...no school? hahahas...
woke up at 9?
headed to deport road...cus my deferment gt problem online...-.-
so i had to head down to e main office n gt it done directly..
lucky my mom fetched me there...cus e place was like in e middle of no where...
gt there...n just like that....i dun gotta go army fer e next 3 years XD
since we were near town..
we headed to paragon..
i wanted to eat pasta~~
so ya...very filling meal...
n i headed to crumpler n gt myself a new handbag?(a unisex hand bag =p)
liked it loads..
n from there..headed down to tampines to meet my new classmates~~
reached there just on time at 2..
but e whole class didnt turn up =/
only..
ME
puay ning
jun jie
mezzar
aisha
masturah
(everyone calls her mas...like mas selamat? LOL!! sorry!! XDD)
hafizh
fadhil
syahiid
farid
and lastly kailiang
met up to make some thank u card fer MJ n sheik..
but some hw turned out to just give everyone 2 piece of colour paper..
n want us to write some thankful words to em..
n like that...we were done -.-
their gonna use my 'rubbish' idea LOL..
that idea i gave was like just a joke...
somehow they actually choose it -.-
anws...waited at TM fer yong han,fabian n syharizal..
met em...talk cock bout our schs..
ate at TM food court
n then back home..
sth happened on e bus on e way home...dun wanna talk bout it though haha..
starbuck-ed at northpoint
n HOME~~
thats all fer today...
oh ya..
my mom kp about my hair..
'ming u better go cut ur hair...its too long...'
i was like whispering to myself...
'lalalalalala~ u cant do anything to stop me~~'
LOL!!
END OF DA DAY~~
well....i guess ll my blogs have sth in common...
the last part is always my thoughts while e top is wad happened today..
its my blog anw so who cares...i give u a choice of wad to read muahaha..
i have been putting deep thought into my relationship with my friends..
n i realise sth really interesting bout friendship..
a group of friends is like a bowl of personality rojak..
everyone is unique right?
but somehow....a group of friends can always click tgt..
n each of our personalities tend to rub of each other..
we tend to gt influenced by our friends....both good n bad..
n sometimes...if e friendship is really strong..
the change can be really drastic..
an example...this my own recollection of my life..
i was e small timid boy in e corner in pri sch..
to e jiaowei loud mouth guy now..
but somehow no matter hw much u change no matter hw drastic..
there will always be a part of u tat will never change..
i still find myself too quiet sometimes..
i still find that i dont interact with ppl good enuff..
cus...i am still e quiet boy in e corner with stangers..
i guess its my own comfort zone...
anyway..
i gotta do sth bout this..
thus e solutions to this is...
i am considering joining drama as my cca in TP =DD
i hope through this process i gt to express myself better,,,
make new friends..
gain new skills..
n just be a better person..
n maybe e skills i learn in drama i can share it with zingo too..haha
win-win situation....lols..
but apart from hw friendship alter ppls personality..
e bond between good friends is truly amazing..
it can make 1 do really crazy things...
both in a good n a bad way...
it can make ppl make families fall apart..
it can make ppl abandon their spouse..
it can destroy ones life...
but it can also save it..
as for me...my friends have saved mine..
as if nt fer my friends in zingo..
i'll be e guy who cant be bothered with life n sit his lazy ass at home everyday..
my friends saved me in my opinion..
zingo i guess....is a really interesting place...
its a home..
i have been wondering with e popular Qn going around zingo..
'why r u still in zingo'
well i guess...cus its my family..
n u cant abandon ur family..
the ppl in zingo...i have grown up with them for 5-6 years already..
every joyful n angered moments...
all e pain e sweat...
we all did it tgt..
thats one of e reason..
the other reason is..
drumming is a skill tat i have i guess..
it makes me feel...that i am doing sth..
other den slacking n playing computer..
it trains me physically n mentally..
what e future holds fer me in zingo...i dont noe..
but as fer nw...since i'm in it...i'll do all i can...
anws....the post if getting long...
n i have to go get my finace file rdy n everything..
have nt done much yet...
gotta gt my ass into work..
p.s. i had a longer bloody post...
fucking singnet DC n i didnt noe...i was about to post..
to find out there is a error...
n half my blog was nt sent into draft..
so ya..
pissed..
lets patch up e flaws of our life tgt
1st day of school in TP
Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 9:41 PM
ok back to posting~~
2day was e 1st day of school...
was suppose to be an exciting day...
well....didn't turn out e way i expected it to be hahas..
ok...even timing screwed up fer me somehow..
was to meet puayning(new friend in TP [classmate] :D)
at tampines interchange at 10.20..
so woked up at 8.30..
n aimed to reached e bus stop at 9.20 to head fer tampines...( i had no idea y i choose tat time.)
so usually i had to wait fer e bus fer 10-15 mins?
but instead it came just as i stepped into e bus stop -.-
n i reached tampines at 9.40 heh -.-
so went to mac to have breakfast..
tried e new macgiddles burger?
i thought it was gonna be some toasted bun n was looking forward to trying it..
n like wth...it was hotcake buns?
soaked with maple syrup..
(sounds nice eh?)
as if...
it tasted like...well i cant say crap cus i have not tasted crap b4..
but i get wad i mean...:D
maybe its just me?
but i have e damn burger..
took bout 4-5 bites n cant take another nore...
so i started to play psp to pass e time..
meet puayning..
blah blah blah fast forward...
reached e TP busstop..
saw masturah,aisha and hafizh at e bridge..
waited with them...
den saw sheik(shake shake XD)
den went in to meet e others...(classmates)
went to get my timetable n matriculation card~
blah blah~~...
went to get our lab coats...(20+ $$ x.x)
n went to slack by walking around e sch...
12 was e 1st class of day...so we thought so...-.-
went to e lab...
to find out there was no lab work today -.-..
so all of us had like 3 hrs to do nth...
so we went to get some lunch...
some of us went to kfc (like ME!)
n e other roti prata....( i wanted both =/)
anyway...ate till bout...2? ya around there...n headed back to sch...
still nth to do...went to check on e ez link cards...
mine aint rdy yet..
so....ya....next week i guess..
n after that...we headed fer e library...
n THIS IS WHERE E FUN PART COMES!!!
went to e 3rd floor...
wanted to use e computers..
but somehow need some kinda password...so we all passed..
on e 3rd floor there is this tv lounge...
4 partitions..
we went into e top left 1..
we thought all e diff tv's had e same channel...
WE WERE WRONG...
our tv only had e news channels -.-
BBC...CNN...Bloomsburg.. n some australlian channel..
watched CNN 1st...
was DAMN exciting -.-
we watched e american elections going on..
Mas salamat should run for president LOL!!
anyways....gt bored with news n scrolled to this australlian channel..
n guess wad was being played...
BANANA IN PAJAMAS!! LOL!!!
we were like damn excited...n blasted e volume..
e ppl on e other side saw us watching banana in pajamas n switched to tat channel too
LOL..
was damn lame...
but anw..went to class...at 3..
at first e teacher 'didnt' come...n we were like excited?
1st day of sch n we did nth lol..
but somehow...
e classroom was changed..
n e teacher was waiting for us there..
we ya...we went there
well...class was like...u noe..class..
dun wanna elaborate...i bet u must be bored reading already lol..
well...a new school..
a new me i guess ^^
not gonna say tat i'm gonna study like damn hard..
cus u cant say u're gonna do ur best or
that u're gonna be hard working this time..
cus action speaks louder than words..
as i have proven tat to myself
that this way of thinking is pointless..
changes in ones personality/attitude
cannot be judged by that person him/herself..
e change can only be viewed by others around.
everyone around me..even myself have changed in many ways in a way or two.
for e good...n for e worst...
what makes this change could be anything..
but one might not be concious of it..
thus i believe one cannot say that
'i believed i have changed alot'
one cannot say
' i have changed for what so ever reason'
as no one really noes how they have changed
maybe i'm wrong..
but thats for u to decide..
why i'm blogging on this topic?
well...cus a friend taught me this good lesson..
and i believe this should be shared with everyone.
n i wish all e best to that friend in his life ahead..
n may he really change.
The death of one..comes the birth of another
Thursday, April 17, 2008 @ 8:03 PM
have not posted recently as i have been busy lately...
and e worst of it is..
my grandmother just passed away on 15th of April 2008 at around 5 in the morning..
it was the day i was suppose to go into orientation camp..
well i did go anyway...cus e news was very shocking...
n my mom told me to just go fer e 1st day...
well..i have not shed a tear yet...n i dont noe y..
its not i dont love my grandmother..
i guess...i just duno hw to show my real emotions..
heh..i can feel a slight tear squeezing out as i type this....hooray?
anyway...2day is e 3rd day of e funeral wake..
tmr will be e major prayers...
i can tell....alot of my relatives r gonna cry like mad...
as fer me....i aint too sure...
i always tend to feel very numb during funerals...
is that 'my' way of feeling sad?
i just realised i have never cried in a funeral b4...
despite hw close e person may mean to me..
but i do love em...
i guess i'll have this post as a tribute to my late grandmother..
My grandmother...
she was 87 years old...
she was a very fun person..till 10 years ago my grandfather passed away..
since then...she was always very sad...
kept talking about wanting to 'go' n see my grand-dad.
my relatives tried their best to keep her happy...
kept bringing her out..
bringing her to thailand(her fav country)
they tried their best...
but things gone from bad to worst..
somehow some conflict began within e family..
n somehow...i have no idea y...my grandmother was indirectly un-invited into her own home.
so thus...my mom took her in into my home..
that was about a year ago...
my grandmother would stay in e room e whole day..
not wanting to walk out n do anything....just lay in bed..
good thing bout have 10 cats n a dog is that they make e house noisy n kept her company..haha
unlike me....i too locked myself in my room....but gaming instead..
(damn if i go on anymore i might actually cry in front all my relatives..)
and during febuary...around e 3-4th day CNY?
my grandmother was sent into the hospital..
she usually had regular admissions...
so it was like normal to me...
it felt like...aiya...she'll be back in another 3-4 days...
but she didnt..
she stayed in e hospital for about 2 mths,,,
n in that 2 mths...i only visited her about 5 times...
n after that 2 mths...
13th of April..the was released...n she went back to my uncle's home..
(its actually her home....but ya...wadeva...)
visited her on the 14th of April....she was sleeping on her bed....with some mask on her face..
held her hand...n went out e room...to watch tv...
15th april....6am..
my mom called..
"ah-ma has passed away..."
ok..i cant finish this post anymore...maybe i'll continue it another day...
but not nw....
i love my grandmother
just another day..
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 @ 3:12 PM
well....kinda woke up at like 12.30pm...heh..
slept bout 4 last night? so like..ya....hahas..
got up n e 1st thing i did was like on my com...
n started to play world of warcraft( i brushed my teeth 1st of cus -.-)
was like damn enthu la...was so close to lvl 40 already....n i wanted my felsteed
n of cus....i played n played n played till i finally got my horse muahahaha..
anyways...i'm abit crazy over wow now..
just keep playing without caring wads going around me....
n thats wrong......-.-
the game will just eat ur soul up...
but anw...i like n thats all that matters...muahaha
its 3.15pm nw..
nth much has happened recently...
will be heading for e YOG(Youth Olympic Games) dinner soon..
meet e rest of ZingO at yishun mrt at 6pm...gotta reach orchard around 6.30..
my mom has been pissing me off fer this whole dinner...
wadeva i wanna wear....she has a bloody comment fer it...n it aint a good 1..
she keeps nagging...'there will be a minister ok...blah blah blah..gotta wear smart'
true e invitation does state causal smart...
but define casual smart?
i have my own vision n impression of casual smart..
i'm wearing it after all...
anw...already picked my outfit...
hope it'll be a *nice* dinner...
(MUST BE SERIOUS) like damn.....=/
CAMP IS TMR!! WOOO
i havent start packing yet -.-
will be off packing after i finish this post..
i dun wanna leave on friday for drama =((
but the e reporters r coming....=((
oh well...thats life fer ya~~ IT AINT FAIR!..
lol.
OK! gotta lotsa stuff to do~~
1. pack bag fer camp tmr.
2. spend some time decorating my puppet fer e play.
3. play wow.(LOL)
4. get all dressed (smart) n (casual) fer YOG dinner......
muahahaha!!
The rebirth
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 @ 5:24 PM
hey hey~~
i deleted my previous blog due to e overwhelming emotions i had..
n i wanted to delete it as a sign of me moving on..
so as e next chapter of my life is about to unfold..
i believe it should start of from here... haha
YES! school is about so start..
my 5 and a half mth holiday is reaching its end in 2 weeks time..
NO! i aint in chung cheng high school (yishun) anymore (thank god)
will be heading to temasek poly for chemical engineering in e school of applied science..
orientation camp is startin on this thurs to sat...
and e course camp starts on e 15th..
but well...since i havent blogged bout my life since e start of my hols...maybe i should just share some stuff..
e 1st 2 mths of e hols...was omg...
it goes like this...
monday-slack
tuesday-work
wednesday-slack
thursday-slack
friday-slack
saturday-drums
sunday-slack..
well this pretty much went on n on till like i had to life...so ya.. -.-
but then...stuff started to get better around january...i started to teach drumming in west spring secondary school with belson every fridays..
but still...had alot to improve on..
as time flew...it came to march...
n march was....BUSY~~
it goes like this...
monday-DAY OFF!
tuesday-gym
wednesday-DAY OFF
thursday-drama rehersal
friday-teach wsss and drama rehersal
saturday-drums and drama rehersal
sunday-wushu pracice..
it was really challenging..for me n e rest of zingo...
some..even myself was on e edge of breaking down..
eventually ppl started falling ill n etc..
and i'm already very fortunate as some other members of zingo still had sch to attend..(respect!)
so ya~ this week schedule fer me is also another killer haha..
yesterday(monday)-drama rehersal at nafa
today(tuesday)-gym
wednesday-Youth Olympic Games appeciation dinner
thursday-enter orientation camp
friday-still in camp..but gotta leave around 5 fer drama rehersal..
satuday-get out of camp n rush to drum practice n drama rehersal
sunday-DAY OFF!!WOOO~
hahas...OK...shall stop here..
will do my best to keep up with e posts~\
oh ya...for those who don't noe...
e drama thing i'm talking about is this:
yea...this is play...'DEATH OF A HERO'
we zingo will performing along with a arts group called puppets square..
do contact if u're interested to buy tickets!! =D
1-3 MAY(thursday-saturday)
tickets are at $25
Concessions for student, NSF and senior citizens at $20
CHECK OUT E OFFICIAL WEBSITE:
DO COME!